I have been in my marriage for 5 years and we have three children. I filed for divorce last year but he has not left. I tried to get us help thinking I had God in my life but I really didn’t. Four weeks ago he left and that first week, something changed. I truly felt I need to have God there to really make that change. I told my husband I don’t want us to divorce. I believe God did not just put us together for our boys but he said he is done. His belief system says he needs to let go of his idle, me, but he will always love me and be there if I need him. He comes over every morning to watch the boys so I can work and when I come back, I try to give him whatever I can . He accepts almost everything. I’m doing the Love Dare book and it is hard because he is rejecting something. He is not surrounded my anyone that believes in God or our marriage so when he is away for just an hour he is back to being short and mean. Pray that God will bring a godly man or men into his life and see his place is with our marriage and our children. Pray that his relationship with my oldest son comes back and they get stronger. Pray that God keeps working on me that His light gets brighter .
~Lydia
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